Friday, July 09, 2004
:: lost..... ::
u said you will treat me as a friend..
but it seems like im always last on your list..
when i need sumone to talk to..
u said you will be there..
but you didn't..
when i ask you out..
you always say you are busy or you have sumthing on..
if you really don't want to see me..
please let me know..
don't put me down in disappointment time and time again..
it really wasn't easy for me to stand up slowly..
please don't put me down anymore..
i can't treat you like a normal friend 'coz i care too much..
i can't not talk to you 'coz i miss you too much..
i can't lose you 'coz i love you too much..
but does all this really matters to you..
i really don't know..
it seems more like you are treating me less than a normal friend..
even your normal friend see you or talk to you more than i..
if you can't take the fact that i love you..
i rather leave you..
than to trouble you to avoid my calls..
if you really don't care anymore..
please don't tell me you will be there..
if you don't want to see me..
please just say so..
if you really treat me as a friend..
you will at least make an effort to make time and meet up..
if you really care as a friend..
you will call back when you know im not feeling right..
the pain is coming back again..
maybe it never had left..
maybe i should leave instead..
just leave everything behind me..
i really tried standing up..
but it was just difficult..tiring..
the tears never stopped..
the pain never left..
it's time i leave everything behind..
it's time i step out of your life..
bye dear..guess i would have anymore chance to call you that..
i wanted to give you everything..
i wanted to protect you from all harms..
i wanted to stay with you always..
i really really love you more than anyone else..
but it's time for goodbye..i love you..
:: it's just me.. :: 7/09/2004 12:33:00 AM
