Tuesday, July 06, 2004
普通朋友
等待 我随时随地在等待 做你感情上的依赖
我没有任何的疑问 这是爱
我猜 你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败 从天堂掉落到深渊 多无奈
我愿意改变 (what can I do?)
重新再来一遍 (just give me a chance)
我无法只是普通朋友
感情已那么深 叫我怎么能收手
但你说 I only want to be your friend 做个朋友
我在你心中只是 just a friend 不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白
但我给你的爱暂时收不回来
So I 我不能只是be your friend
I just can't be your friend no,no,no,
我不能只是做你的朋友 不能只是做普通朋友
i never had a last chance..
i guess i never will..
ur life's getting happier everyday with the one you like..
guess it's really time for me to go..
totally step out of your life..
im trying very hard to stay away..
im suppressing what i feel inside..
everyday i pretend to be happy..
bury myself in work..
try to stay as late as possible to finish up everything..
i hate to go home..
i hate to face myself alone in the room..
i just feel so lonely..
so unwanted..
and the pain just get more and more unbearable..
i need to get rid of the pain ..
i dun wanna be a zombie wearing a mask..
i dun wanna pretend to be anymore..
deep inside me..im NOT happy at all!
im devastated..tired..sad..lost..
the pain in my heart is really taking over me..
everytime i feel tears coming..i will take back everything..
i hate to cry..
i hate to stare blankly in front of my computer..
i hate to tear in front of the computer..
i hate to cry myself to sleep..
i hate to wake up the next morning like a dead person..
i really need you back..
but you just don't know..
only you can stop the pain in me..
only you can stop my pretendance..
i need your love..
but you have already given it to someone else..
what's left of me is just a empty shell..
w/o love..
w/o feelings..
w/o thinkings..
w/o a life..
just a walking dead..over taken by the pain in the heart..
:: it's just me.. :: 7/06/2004 10:13:00 PM
