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Monday, August 02, 2004

:: dwelling in sadness..... ::

i kept a smiling face..
not to let anyone worry..
i tried very hard..
it was so difficult..

deep down inside..
i feel so sad..
so lost..
i do not know how should i treat you..
i can't be too nice..
i can't be too bad..

im slowly hating to see that pic of us..
the one we took in the mrt..
that was the times when we were so happy..
i can see our smiles so sincere..
i can feel the happiness in our eyes..

but now this pic only reminds me of the past..
reminds me of the hurt..
reminds me of my pain..
reminds me that you had leave me..
leave me alone here..

i'm in a room..
all closed up by 4 walls..
no doors no windows..
only a tiny opening to the ceiling..
the opening seems to be closing up slowly..
i can't breathe properly..
slowly..i felt that my head is spinning..
and darkness fall..

-i hate this pain..and it's not going away..-

:: it's just me.. :: 8/02/2004 01:15:00 AM






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