.:. ..the great pretender.. .:.

Friday, September 10, 2004

never in my 22 years of living do i feel so hopeless..
im slowly withdrawing myself..
hiding from the light..
im turning to a coward..
not the brave one as before..
not as firm as before..
hiding from all living humans..
hiding in my own world..

it is bcoz i was slowly living for someone else..
and i didn't realised it..
till the person left..
bits and pieces of me left slowly as well..

when can i be living for myself again..
when can i think for myself again..
when can i get my will and determination back again..

it's difficult to get out of self destroyance..
how can u mend a soul whose heart has been taken away..
maybe hiding myself from everyone is the best thing to do now..

i need you so much..
you seems like the only one that can give me a new heart..
i have tried but i can't seem to fall for anyone else..
this is my punishment for eternity..
to face a cold and heartless you forever..

- i tried to let go..but you never seem to leave my heart.. -

:: it's just me.. :: 9/10/2004 01:48:00 AM

Unbelievable

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