.:. ..the great pretender.. .:.

Monday, April 03, 2006

read something from a friend's blog..
she wrote that everyone will have 3 loves..
the 1st one normally happens when you are younger..
and you didn't learn to treasure and cherish at that point of time..
the 2nd one will be the one that hurt you so deeply..
it might even scarred you for life..
and when finally the 3rd one appears..
it will be the right one..

well after i read this..
i felt happy yet sad at the same time..
happy 'coz i guess i been thru the 1st 2..
and if my 3rd one comes i should be happy right..
sad 'coz i know im just lying to myself..
hoping to make myself feel better..
maybe that will happen maybe it wouldn't..
who knows...

maybe inside me im just rejecting whoever that comes my way..
because im afraid..
too fearful of going thru the same thing..
so no matter how nice anyone can be to me..
i will just keep away..
yet i rather do things that are impossible..
always so weird..
that's me..
so me..
just me...

:: it's just me.. :: 4/03/2006 01:14:00 PM

Unbelievable

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