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Thursday, April 06, 2006

recieved the letter yesterday..
bad news..
i got rejected..
felt totally lost..
was looking so forward to it..
pinning all my hopes on it..
my mind is blank..

went home and started drinking..
felt too empty..
too lost..
was so disappointed i could scream at anyone and anything..
suddenly i don't know what can i do..
or what should i do..
where am i supposed to continue from here...

i felt like a lonely soul in deserted island...


went to ktv today with Meiling to let out all my frustations..
sang for 4 hours straight..
feel really good after that..
Taylor came later and we went to a coffeeshop to chit chat..
gossip here and there..
talk about thier love problems..
mine?
a problem of not knowing what to do..
decided to give myself a break this week..
keep my mind blank..
shall sort things out next week..

give it a rest..i just need to break free!!!


sorry for ruining the dinner..
was really very upset..
thanks alot for being there for me..
really appreciated your thoughts and what you have done..
thanks for making me smile..
=)

:: it's just me.. :: 4/06/2006 03:59:00 AM






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