Saturday, April 08, 2006
was talking to qiang qiang (esther) just now..
told me she was recording a song..
and said that it was very low..
very difficult to sing..
JJ's Hui You Na Mo Yi Tian..
then out of fun..
i record it too!
'coz the key was just nice for me..
hehe..envious ba qiang qiang!
well..this song reminds of my late ah gong (my dad's dad)..
i remember i used to tear everytime i hear or sing this song..
i love my ah gong alot..
he was the strongest..firmest..kindest person!!!
he was a very strict father..
but a very kind hearted grandpa..
he love all his grandchildren..
he had the most ci xiang face..
with big flabby body that made him look like the laughing buddha..
everytime my grandma marinated the "salty crab"..
he would get my mum to bring back some for me to eat..
as he knows i love it..
when i was younger he brought me once to the playground..
i would run and run..making him chase after me..
and totally out of breath..
and that's the first and last time..
*laugh*
i was a little devil..
well maybe a bigger devil now..
lol!!!
i was very upset when i didn't get to see him the last time..
and i was the only one in my family that didn't managed to do that..
even till now i felt a sense of regert whenever i think of it..
i remember the days when he was lying in hospital..
i would go and visit him after my work..
even though i know he can't hear me..
but i will try to talk to him and tell him to recover so we can eat the "salty crab" again..
as i speak i will find my tears blurring my vision..
i would like to delicate this blog entry to my ah gong..
as this is the ching ming period..
and im unable to visit his tablet to pray to him..
阿公..
大家都很想念你
雖然你以不在了四年
但在我心里您不曾離開過
我一直在晢怪自己
為何沒趕到看你最后一面
在你還在世的時候
也沒多看看你
雖然我不曾說
但我希望你知道
你是世上最好的阿公
希望你在天堂能收到我的祈禱
:: it's just me.. :: 4/08/2006 02:52:00 AM
