Friday, May 05, 2006
yup..time for updates i guess..
it's been a week plus..
and it's already may!!!
yeah..time pass fast..
been quite blank these 1 week+..
didn't reali do much..
was resting and rotting at home..
trying to study the stupid DISC theory..
and just started on the design for Agape tee shirt..
worse is don't really have much inspiration also..
oh the only good thing is the progress package..
yes i got money..
but im left with none within 24hours..
coz more than 3/4 was used to clear my bills and debts..
that's the life of not having enough income..
my plan to get a new hp got to delay again..
i hope my current hp wouldnt go crazy on me so often..
i need one more part time job!!!
well..programs from Agape going to start soon..
so i guess my plans for job hunt will have to delay till around june..
then i will have enough time to go get my part time..
oh..my pay cheque is not here yet..
what's new..delayed again..
BUT I NEED MONEY!!!
havent been able to sleep at night..
guess my timing is really damn bad now..
and i got no idea why am i actually feeling so emotional lately..
maybe i just want to have sumone around me..
sumone special? lol..
guess im just feeling kinda lonely i think..
or i just want to fall in love again..
but im just too afraid..
that's why i cant..
kinda frustating too..
or maybe im just always bumping into the wrong person..
even if i really like sumone now..
i just cant seem to put my heart into it..
fear of being hurt? or just being emotional this past week..?
i guess just let nature take its course then..
current status: dying in cramps..cant really move..
:: it's just me.. :: 5/05/2006 05:10:00 AM
