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Thursday, November 04, 2010

I should have killed myself more than once..
I fuck things up..
I lose myself..
I became someone whom I dun even recongize..
I am so afraid to lose her..
bcoz she's the only hope and support I have left from the real me..
bcoz I love her so much as a lover and friend..

I became so afraid I don't even dare to hold my heads high..
I run and hide at every like signs of trembles..
that's not me..

I want her love back..
I want her to love me again like it used to be..
I shouldn't have lost myself inturn losing her love..
I feel so dead and strengthless..
I just want to hide from the whole world..
lock myself up somewhere and sleep forever..
So she would not get further away from me..
so time will heal the bad things and love can be back..
I really wish.....

:: it's just me.. :: 11/04/2010 10:53:00 AM

Unbelievable

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