Saturday, December 11, 2010
wanted to write something..
but mind is blank suddenly..
hanging here for afew mins..
flashbacks of months back..
we meet almost everyday..
you would come down to find me even on weekends..
we were so happy..
i never meant to give you pressure..
and make you go away from me..
i always miss you..
my heart had gone with you since the day we sealed out 1st kiss..
why can't you still trust me..
i understand i did broke your trust..
but what you do didnt really give me much assurance as well..
maybe you do things differently from me..
you can keep on saying about me going out with my colleagues..
not as if they are so beloved that i have to meet them all the time..
but you really dont have much times for me now and i just go dinner or pass time..
yet you do not know actually how much i yearn for you..
how much i miss you..
that i have this sour feeling in my heart..
how i wish to hold you to sleep every night..
how i wish i can have you all to myself..
how much i want to call you mine..
how much envy and jealousness in going inside me..
how i wish i am the one you bring out..
the one to attend all your friends' gatherings and parties with..
yes i should have seen it coming..
but i always believe in you..
that you said i will not be the hidden one forever..
i believe that one day..one fine day..
i will be your only one..
the one that stand beside you in all events..
i still believe..
:: it's just me.. :: 12/11/2010 11:32:00 PM
