Monday, January 10, 2011
I thought I was fine..
And I will slowly win u bk after u come bk..
I had plans to bring go dinner and go out after my payday..
To go dating and win back ur heart..
Until today then I realise something..
I fell and injured my slip disc again..
I went to the doc n fainted there..
I fell straight into my face n hit my nose..
I didn't regain my consciences until moments later..
And I started having nose bleed..
The only good thing is that mum went to the doc with me..
She wanted to bring me to the hospital but I refused..
Thru out these moments the 1st person I thought of was u..
But u just ain't around when I needed u..
I can't call you coz u r w him..
And I might get a scolding from you that it ain't any big deal..
I'm still alive n kicking..
I thought over things and I rem u said before that you wanted my commitment when we were at yishun dam..
That being togt as a couple is an commitment..
But now you said that having a status doesn't matter..
Im really confused what is what..
Does that means that you do not wan to have any commitments with me anymore
And that your commitment only lies with him..
I'm all so ready and prepared to be commit into a r/s with you..
But it just ain't the case on your end already..
I just feel so confused..
I never hear anything from you at all these few days..
Does a msg really cost that much to not even just send me an SMS..
I feel so down and upset now I don't know what to do..
I guess when u r with him..
6 days without any news of Me is ok for u..
I don't know if I did piece everything in correctly..
But for now it seems this way..
Coz I wouldnt be hearing from you..
:: it's just me.. :: 1/10/2011 12:53:00 PM
