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Friday, July 08, 2011

I can't help feeling the hatred inside me growing..
it's just eating into me..
eating whatever that's good in me if there is any..
I have fury and anger building up and there's no way to let out..
I feel frustrated within..
I don't know why I'm feeling this way..
why is everyone happier than me..
why is all these taking away my happiness?
or is there too much problems on me that it cover anything that is happy..
on the surface there is nothing wrong with me..
I laugh and smile like a happy person..
such a postive outlook..
but I'm struggling deep down..
this is tearing me apart..
why..why do I feel this way..
why do I hate everything..
I need to find the reason or to find a way to let this out..
but I can't find the reason nor a way to let out..
I do not have a solution..
will I go crazy..
what will I do..
what will happen to me..
will I die..
if so..will I get an answer........

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:: it's just me.. :: 7/08/2011 10:49:00 AM






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