Sunday, June 27, 2004
<< betrayal is in the air... >>
they r so many who have motives ard you..acting like such a fren..but yet stabbin so many knifes behind ur back..
people tryin to save thier own backside..acting noble infront of those they like..hopin to get sum tong qing fen frm tere..tell u to do this but behind ur back doing another tng to get to thier own selfish gains..
betrayin trust of those ppl who they CONSIDERED thier good frens..omG!!! i didnt know tt was the defination of FRENS..
.. FRENS ..
PRICE : FREE
USAGE : FOR YOUR FUN & LAUGHER..ACCOMPANY & GOSSIPING..END OF THE DAY YOU CAN BACKSTAB THEM FOR YOUR OWN SELFISH GAINS!!!
they will just suddenly take everythin frm u..esp. the one tt you CHERISH n LOVE MOST..
the world is dying bcoz there r more of such ASSHOLES, FUCKERS, MEI YOU LIANG XIN DE REN!!!
:: it's just me.. :: 6/27/2004 04:35:00 PM
Friday, June 25, 2004
I WILL MAKE ALL THOSE THAT HAD DONE THIS TO ME PAY!!! THEY WILL PAY FOR IT!!! I WILL KILL THEM ALL!!!
:: it's just me.. :: 6/25/2004 04:45:00 PM
Thursday, June 24, 2004
im feeling lost..outta the way...
u made me lose myself..
u made me realise how impt you r to me..
cant we just work 2gether for our future again..
i need u..i miss u..
i love u..
playin on WinAmp: Five - Closer To Me
:: it's just me.. :: 6/24/2004 01:06:00 AM
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
was kinda bored these few days..been searchin for jobs online..till ytr started to play some games..
and oh! today i tried some quiz..like quite fun like tt..u guys can try too..
playing on 933fm: kelly cheng
:: it's just me.. :: 6/15/2004 04:13:00 PM
Friday, June 11, 2004
torn..tired..restless..
i heard a footstep behind me..i quicken my pace..
and tighten my grip on my briefcase..
"inside here are my lifetime results on the breakout of virus & cures..you have to ensure the safety of the documents to the right hands and bring them to greater heights.." those were the last words i heard from HIM..
i knew that i was surrounded..all our men had run or were dead..
i looked around the building i found so farmiliar yet it gave me a distinct killer sense..
what ran in my mind @ that instinct was.."where can i run to? the entrance is blocked..all exits are locked.." i looked up..
as i stood on the edge of the rooftop..wind blew into my face..
i never felt so refreshed..
i looked @ the city..dazzling lights of the night life shone..
it was beautiful..
time was running out for me..i could sense them coming up..
i felt like i'm being forced into a corner..
i need HELP!!! i need a solution..i need a way out..
i'm tired..i feel like giving up..
"what they want is just the documents..
if i just leave it there..would that be good?
but SHE is the source of my determination..
i had to bring the documents to her..
without her..i wouldn't had been here.."
i was struggling inside me..
i looked down and saw cars moving below that looked like those toy cars i used to play with..
"BANG!" the door to the rooftop burst open..
i turned around and smiled @ them...
i have made my decision.....
playing on WinAmp: Another Level - From The Heart
:: it's just me.. :: 6/11/2004 04:24:00 AM
wah la~ haven't been blogging for a LONG time..lol!!! it's getting kinda dusty here.. -_-' but sumtimes do u wonder wat to blog? i really got no idea wat should i write at times..was wondering wat's a blog for? to record in ur daily activities or just a place for u to write how u felt? haiz..the best part is..im just too lazy to type..lol!
anyway..ytr wasn't a really good day..had sum bad times in the afternoon..then whole day was on the computer looking for jobs..changing my hp no. on my online resume..hmm..den was on a phone call w WT and was like i gt 4hrs free for KTV..then WT ask Sheryl, Cam, DT & Sandra whether they wanna go or nt..then as i was getting ready to go out after dnr..i found a zhuang kuang!!! haix..realli is yi bo wei ping yi bo you qi..kinda tired of all these le..
i look around me..there's nobody..
only the battlefield & me..facing the enemies alone..
the sky turned dark suddenly..
i run..looking for a way out..
i felt like a deer preyed by dens of lions..
as i run faster..what i heard was only my breathing..
soon i felt like i'm floating..
darkness had fall on me..
playing on WinAmp: East 17 - Each Time
:: it's just me.. :: 6/11/2004 04:04:00 AM
Friday, June 04, 2004
BBQ updates 2nd June 2004 (Leslie going to N.S)
ah..at 2pm was waiting for Dean cum over my place to return my bicycle b4 settling off for Alex's place..then Dean reach ard 2.15pm..then i chop chop & pack up to go sun plaza to buy drinks & ice for the BBQ..so off to NTUC @ sun plaza..then we faced a prb..money not all collected!!! not enuff money to buy!! arGhH! i hate that when money not all collected..lessons learnt: Never get Alex to do anything..always got ppl drag one..lol! must get Dean go..coz he look more like e-long!! waHAHhAhHAH!!!then Dean & me got to fork out some money 1st..
ok..then when we reach Alex house, we already told him get a few ppl cum out help carry tngs..but end up..how cum so many ppl!!! machiam we brought the whole supermarket like tt..only nid 2 more ppl end up 4-5 ppl! hahahahah! so funni!
then back in the kitchen i was doing my job again..time to straighten the chicken wings w satay sticks..omg! when i walk in..the stove was dirty again!!! i only cleaned it last nite and..............Alex i give up on ur untidyness!!! but one thing glad was the chicken wings & pork chops was marinated nicely! yum..it smell so nice when i open up the cover..hehehe! then JC, my kitchen helper, was helpin out all the way..then when things was done..we started rotting at the living rm..BLASTING RETRO TECHNOS!!! hahahaha! can u believe it? Alex got so many retro technos in his winamp! omg! reali a nite out for the LAO BENG LESLIE! hahaha!
then @ 7pm a few of us went dw to start fire! lol..went dw then realise gt 2 small pits..then i only brought 1 wire guaze coz Alex told me only gt 1 pit..
things went out fine la..then Huimin plan to throw cheryl dw the pool!!! so me, Linda, HuiMin & Xiao Wei work together to carry Cheryl and throw her down! hahaha! then she was screamin SO LOUDLY..den the sercurity guard came and gave us a warning coz we were too loud..then we target Linda..she just took off and RUN!!! hahahaha! i practically throw my sandals off and run after her..den when i caught her..i was still running along w her as my brakes cant stop in time..lol!!! den when Huimin they all caught up and ready to throw Linda down..a different sercurity guard came & warn us as we really ARE NOISY..hahahahhahaa! it doesn't take long for us to get mischevious again..we grab cheryl again and it really took us sometime to carry her near the pool..she was screaming but Huimin covered her mouth! the scene was so hillarious till she started sobbing..oh no...then she said sumthing that made everyone laff.."wo shi WO NANG FEI.." wahAHhahHAh!! she was sobbing still but she still cant crack jokes..not bad ah..quite steady..
then the stupid sercurity guard said we making far too much noise & one more time we r supposed to pack up..then we kept dw the volume..
then the BBQ went on..and i went pak billiard w Alex..then halfway thru, Linda, Huimin, Cheryl and Xiao wei went home 1st..
then the girls pack up and went back to Alex's house..drinking the sweet potato soup Sandra made..NICE! heehehehe! then as i was playing billiard..i feel like lao sai-ing..i run back to the house to lao sai..den when i came out..i ask if anyone wan go swim..hehehe..then i jio Shawna, Cam, JC go down swim..then when we leaving the house..the guys just suddenly rushed up saying they wan go swim also..
then when i reach the pool..i was the 1st to jump in..the feelin damn good lo! was so oily at the BBQ then now so clean! hahaha! then Shawna, Cam, JC came in too..Cam was like trying to keep her tee shirt from coming up..lol!!! then the rest came dw..suddenly sercurity came and say cannot swim nw..so DOTX lo!!!
after that..we wait for the sercurity to go off and sneak dw the pool again! hahaha!!! so exciting! playing catchin w them! lol..den when we saw one passing by..all of us just practically fly out of the pool..lol!!!
then gt this CB indian guard came and said we should pack up and leave le..so rude lo! BAST**D! hahahaha!!! den we got everyone to go up..only left me, Alex, Leslie and John helpin to cook finish the uncooked food..
then when we went up..Shawna was like "CK~~" then she showed me SPEED de xie zhen shu!!! OmGgG!!! she started laffing!!! dotz..Shawna going gaga liao..she's been laffin non-stop..ever since she reached till now..lol!!! then Sandra was playing this PS2 game..Finding Nemo..when i saw Nemo swimmin ard on the TV screen i was like.. -_-'
then we started drinking around 1am..then the guys was like JIU GUI! just sat down and started playing and forfeiting drinks..then left Leslie playing game there..cum'on ppl..he's the star tonite..not u all le..haiz..
then i started pouring Leslie a cup of vodak..w 50% of vodak in it! lol!! then i made him drink another cup of X.O on rock..omg~! tt almost killed him..but tt was just my warm up for him..i kept a vodak just to make him drink..by then..the rest playing game..already gt a few face red..drunk..feeling like pukin..JC gt punished and made to drink 3 cups of X.O w coke @ one shot..after that he really cmi..lol! den vic face was so red that u would tnk he got sun burn!!! well..vic was the 1st to puke..then jc..victor was like saying he getting drunk..then we open champage and tt's John weakest drink! hehehehe..made him drink one cup! after awhile..he reali knock out..and starting pukin..then victor was nxt..then tis time leslie getting the alcohol effect..i tnk he wasnt quite used to drinking hard liquor so he started shivering...we brought him to alex room..and we took care of him..made him drink alot of plain water..then when he finally puke out..he stopped shivering..then we left him to sleep inside..then he woke up again to puke..tis time round Dean spotted him and went over to help..then by time..those drunk one all slept le..only left some not slping..then i went out for a smoke..and when i came back..i saw Ah Xing! he finally reach man! lol..was waiting for him to drink sia..then i saw kenny puking! hahaha!!! b4 that he was still saying Sau Foo "where's your amanda.." and he kept saying Sandra "lydia....lydia...." hahahaha!!! buay tahan!!!
so the 2nd round of drinking took place..left me, Alex, Dean, JC, Sandra, Ah Xing, Shawna, DT..Zhiting just sat around to watch as she don't take alcohol..hehehe..she's just so heng! lol..then the game of "In Between" started!!! lol!!! everyone all had @ least a cup of vodak..and in order to mk sure my plan to make everyone drunk work..i pour half cup of vodak and half cup of mixture..lol!!! sure gone lo! =x and when playing halfway..we hear a "ah!!!" from the kitchen and Zhiting came in saying Shawna was cut..i tot it was just a small cut till i went to the kitchen to @@.....................
Zhiting was trying to help us get ice but bcoz the ice was bigger than the bowl so when she put it in the bowl..the impact was big enuff to brk the bowl..and caused one piece of it to fly out and cut Shawna's 3rd toe as she was walking into the kitchen..
when i saw the cut..i was like..-_-!!! coz the cut was so deep i could see the bone..i told them to get me bandage immediately..but seem like nothing came back..-_-' then i said that she nid to get stitches as the cut is too deep for it to heal on its own le..i ask for a towel wrapped w ice..so i can apply it on the cut and stop the bleeding..
then me and Zhiting carry Shawna to take a cab..follwed by Dean..Alex went to fetch the cab..then we went AMK hospital but it was closed..then we found Sandra on another cab..but she 4gt her fone then abit difficult to communicate..we told her to go back 1st..then we sent Shawna to a 24hr clinic @ Yishun..then i tnk the scene was very funni as me n Zhiting had to carry her then Dean had to hold the ice onto her wound..LOL!!! then when the doctor see the cut, he said must go hospital coz the cut was direct at her toe joint..he scare gt fracture that's y he cant stitch..then he helped her to bandage up..then i piggy back Shawna to get a cab..then Dean was waiting for a letter from the doc..but the cab came..so we run off w/o the letter and w/o payinG! lol!!! so rocks! then when we reached the hospital..i followed Shawna in..and Dean, Alex, Zhiting was outside waiting..and i got them to contact Sandra as we didnt had money after paying the cab fare..
when we were inside..i pushed Shawna to counter to register..den go to a nurse..she said go take x ray..den when we were at the x ray room..i took pictures of shawna on the wheelchair..i really dun understand teenagers nowadays..aiyo..injured still cant take picture..still laff n laff!! hahahah!!! so funni! then after that we went to the doc tere..shawna started puking..then the doc came and said " ok..i will try to GLUE back if it doesnt work..i will stitch.." me and Shawna was like..GLUE!!! lol..then i was outside waiting for Shawna and i can reali hear her whinning inside..she was like.."ahhHh~~ ouch...~~! omg!!!!...ahHhHh~~~" hehehe..then after all whinning..i heard 2 sneezes from her.. "ahh chooo..ah chooo..." hahahah!!! so funny~ so contridictinG! i was like -_-'''..den after tt, we went collect medicine, then as we were leaving..Alex started puking!!! thru out this journey..he alr knock out le..he seem so mabob and face red..eyes red..lol!he puked like 2 times..then i piggy back Shawna then we all go get cab back..Zhiting still seems so worried..Shawna just told her.."it's fated la.." then when in the cab..i played w Shawna's 2nd toe(the one beside the 3rd one) then she said.."gd..like that can distract the pain.." then i started cracking her toes!!! hahahah!!! she was like screaming then laffing!!! hahahah!!! then we (me, Dean & Zhiting) all just started laffin inside the cab..Shawna just STARE @ me..lol!!!
then back to Alex house..when we got off the cab..Shawna started pukin..aiyo..whole was pukes..pukes..and more pukes..loL! then everyone gt sum rest..and Sheryl came in the afternoon..DT can't remember that she scolded sandra..lol!!! then Sheryl, DT, Jia XIn, Cam & Sandra went yishun watch Harry Potter..the guys went swimming..me and Dean went home to rest..
lol!!..nice BBQ..so happening!!! =x
:: it's just me.. :: 6/04/2004 07:02:00 PM
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
hahahahahaa!!!! finali im all done w the BBQ stuff!!! yeAhHh! now using Alex's laptop to online..our main aim tonite is to sabo leslie as he's going to NS soon..so this BBQ is for leslie..hope he wun miss his long hair after he gg to shave botak!!! wahhAhhhAHhaHhaHHAHhahHA!! =p xin zai le hou!
lol! later tonite sure must mk him drunk! hehehe..so many here liao.. still waiting for sum..tnk bbq should be startin ard 7pm ba..ok..gtg le..later still nid start fire! wOoOo!!
Dear..u till how also havent call me..u ok or nt? dun mk me worry..miss ya.. =p
:: it's just me.. :: 6/02/2004 06:12:00 PM
ahHh! just came frm frm Alex's house..damn! the preparations for the BBQ almost killed me!!! had to marinate the pork chops, chicken wings and the seafood food!!! heng gt JC!!! my kitchen helper!!! tt Alex managed to clear abit of his living room..oh man..if you guys had been to his hse b4..u all will know wat a pig sty it was..hahahahah!!! but nw the "surface" has been cleared! hehehe!!!
then today..my Dear kept doing stupid things and making all of us laff like mad! hahahahahahahahahahah!!! when i tried to tickle WT, she was like so panicky and doesn't know which hands to use to keep me off and she end like acting lk a robot!!! hahaha! and tt leads me, Alex and JC to laff non-stop..
To dear: it is what happens when you have 8 legs! hahaha! u don't know which one to use! hahaha!
aiya..my Dear will be going on a trip to Malaysia tml for 4 days..cannot come to BBQ..so sad..will sure be missing her till she comes back.. DEAR I MISS YOU!!! =p hehehe..getting mushy here..
thanks for being a part of me..u really brighten up my life.. =)
Playing on WinAmp: Black Eyed Peas & Justin Timberlake - Where is the love
:: it's just me.. :: 6/02/2004 02:30:00 AM
