.:. ..the great pretender.. .:.

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

if i have everything in this world but not you..
i rather not have anything..
at times i ask myself why do you meant so much..
i don't have an answer..
love is an amazing thing..
it makes all human lost thier sense of rational..
it makes everyone blind..
if one day you will be back to walk this path with me..
i rather be blind all my life..

i miss you so much..
but you just don't know..

- at times i just want to disappear and walk away but i can't..i just can't...... -

:: it's just me.. :: 10/20/2004 01:31:00 AM

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

almost died last night..
i thought i will to rest in peace..
but im back to suffer in pain..

why did i love someone who let go of love so easily..
why m i the only one alone now..
why did i fall so deep..

- my sky is gray in color..my life is dark.. -

:: it's just me.. :: 10/19/2004 08:26:00 PM

Friday, October 15, 2004

who will bother..
who will care..
even if i really die..
no one will know..

也许 - Linda

经过那么久以后
你依然和此洒脱
我只能跟在身后
不问你是否爱我
也不敢多要求
深怕你不再联络

还是同样的结果
你终于说出了口
说你并不适合我
我知道那只是你的借口
你不想伤害我
却又伤得我彻透

你要求一片天空
请我还给你自由
却没想过
我从来不曾住在你心中

也许我早该看透
我们不会再有以后
哦也许
也许有一天你也会寂寞

:: it's just me.. :: 10/15/2004 02:53:00 PM

Thursday, October 14, 2004

:: Broken Promises... ::

Life is full of promises and broken ones..

You used to say to walk the rest of the time with me..
But now im the only one on this road..
Been walking on this road alone for a long time..
Getting darker and colder..
I decided to take a turn..
To get out of the road..

Just to get some fresh air and replenish my thoughts..
Need to get away from the road for awhile..

I wouldn't give up walking on this road..
Coz i still have hope to walk this way down with you..

But you are just too far away now to come back..
I wouldn't want to you to turn back and walk back..
I rather meet you somewhere ahead..
That way..we will be moving on not staying on the same spot..

When we meet again..
That will be the fresh start..
The new beginning..
A new chapter..

- When will my new chapter begin? Will you already have someone to walk the road with you then..... -

:: it's just me.. :: 10/14/2004 01:14:00 AM

Sunday, October 03, 2004

Linda KBOX session:

OmGg omGgG!!!
Linda was just singing beside today!
and she smiled at me so many times!
ok..
im going crazy..
lol!

ok..many might wonder who is this Linda im talking about..
a new singer who has the mixture of Coco Lee and Elva Siao (that's what i think)
with a unqiue voice..like Elva..abit husky..but sexy..

wOOOoOoOoooooo~
=p

- On the surface..im strong and cheerful..but deep inside..im broken into pieces that can't be mend..... -

:: it's just me.. :: 10/03/2004 10:57:00 PM

The Morning SMS :

"Hey CK, it's ***** here..what was the med you told me about?"

LOL!!!
my stubborn colleague has finally give in~!
yeahHh! 3 cheers~
she sms me this morn to ask about the medicine i told her about..
so poor thing..
still say leave it and it will heal..see lah!
=p
must really learn the hard way..
cramp and pain..
haiz..
hope she really did apply the medicine and heal..
well..well..
guess Dr. CK has successed again!
wAhahHAHahhahHAhahHA!!!

- Have you felt so much pain that it doesn't hurt anymore? well..i did..... -

:: it's just me.. :: 10/03/2004 01:39:00 AM

Saturday, October 02, 2004

update for the lost "toe"......
hmm..haiz..my stubborn colleague refused to apply medicine..
and end up need take halfday to go home and rest..
from my professional view..
i have concluded that she was not feeling well due to her PUS-flowing toe!
hehehehe..
tell her must apply oilment already..
later is "po shang feng" then jia lat!
hope she will get better..
if not monday i will force her to apply the medicine!
=p

went to catch a movie with Shi Han today..
Resident Evil~!!!!!!!!
oMgGg! nice~~!!
my chio bu is so stylo~
wee wit~
=x
but the volume very loud..almost went deaf..
then went coffeeshop to get a drink and chit chat till 1am+
wah! we really got a lot of craps to say!
lol..and i say alot of cold jokes as well..
guess im going cranky soon..

back to the middle of the night..
don't want to think too much..
haiz..
think i go watch a vcd then sleep..
good nite to all..
hope everyone will have a nice weekend..

:: it's just me.. :: 10/02/2004 02:10:00 AM