Friday, May 27, 2005
:: Weekend is near! ::
ah~ finally tml is friday..
one more day of work and weekend is here..
=p
this week of work is still alright..
maybe it's the training week that's why it's kinda relax now..
guess the tough part will be coming soon..
can't wait for the saturday..
i will be able spend the whole day with her~!!!
so excited!
=p
missing her now.....
=)
:: it's just me.. :: 5/27/2005 12:34:00 AM
Sunday, May 22, 2005
:: Vesak Day!!! ::
may all the people in the world be blessed with love and luck!
=)
i finally got a FULL time job!!!
yes~!!!
must really work hard already..
can't let anything else affect it..
must always remember my goals..
*trying to be determine*
Winamp : Li Sheng Jie - Chi Xin Jue Dui
:: it's just me.. :: 5/22/2005 07:36:00 PM
Friday, May 20, 2005
:: BLESS ME!!! ::
Interview at 2pm..
i pray so DAMN HARD i can get this job man!!!
please please please...
i hope so!
i really need a full time job!!!
hope all things goes well tml!
:: it's just me.. :: 5/20/2005 03:42:00 AM
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
:: Seriously lacking of sleep... ::
well..im so damn tired..
stand the whole day man..
legs giving way..
must be getting old..
but still went to meet her..
her smile just made my day man!
=)
well..sparks flew in a very very short time..
im taken back..
and so is she..
it seems so meant to be..
time will tell i guess..
good nitex ppl..
:: it's just me.. :: 5/18/2005 01:13:00 AM
Monday, May 16, 2005
:: Aching day... ::
argHh! woke up with a feeling of extreme pain..
my whole back feels like i was whacked..
neck damn stiff..
arms aching like i was in the gym the whole day..
shoulders already gone case..
-_-''
i guess these are the effects of toning at chalet..
plus a UNIQUE massage from Zann last night at the kopitiam!
yes i know..
we are the best..
even start massaging at the kopitiam..
but now i think i really need a relaxing massage..
maybe even spa!
hehehehe!
i totally need a haircut..
just can't stand the length now..
is it just me..
or it's really my hair..
i got no idea at all..
maybe i just want to cut my hair i guess..
guess it might just be me..
the dateline is ticking away..
yet news seem to be so far away..
seems like fate ain't around this time..
the end is coming soon..
maybe i should just fall into a deep sleep..
to really recharge my soul..
but falling asleep seems to be a problem as well..
hope the haircut today will make things different..
pray for good things to come my way now..
aHhh!!! when will i see you again...
:: it's just me.. :: 5/16/2005 12:04:00 PM
Sunday, May 15, 2005
:: Waiting... ::
It has been more than 12 days of waiting..
the cell phone wasn't on..
no replies from sms..
no calls at all..
there's no news at all..
i had done all i could..
everyday seems to be waiting in vain..
i can't just stay around and waste my life away..
i gave myself a dateline..
if till then there's still no news..
i will bring myself out of this circle..
move on with my life..
i just feel so helpless..
just want to close my eyes..
rest my mind in peace..
without worries nor stress..
soon..it will be all over.....
- the vampire is back..draining itself of emotions and love..the thirst of blood in the thoart is getting stronger..i need to break free..i want to be a vampire with feelings..human feelings.. -
:: it's just me.. :: 5/15/2005 11:24:00 AM
Thursday, May 12, 2005
AH!!!!
have you got any idea im searching for you!
i know you will never be able to read this..
but i just hope somewhere out there..
you know im calling for you..
i miss you Jes..
they read you Cinderella
you hoped it would come true
that one day your prince charming would come rescue you
you like romantic movies
and you never will forget
the way it felt when Romeo kissed Juliette
and all this time that you've been waiting
you don't have to wait no more
I can love you like that
I would make you my world
move heaven and earth if you were my girl
I would give you my heart
be all that you need
show you you're everything that's precious to me
if you give me a chance, I can love you like that
I never make a promise
I don't intend to keep
so when I say forever
forever's what I mean
I'm no Casanova
but I swear this much is true,I'll be holding nothing back
when it comes to you
you dream of love that's everlasting
well baby open up your eyes...
I can love you like that
I would make you my world
move heaven and earth if you were my girl
I would give you my heart
be all that you need
show you you're everything that's precious to me
if you give me a chance, I can love you like that
if you want tendernessI've got tenderness
and I see through to the heart of you
if you want a man
who will understand
you don't have to look very far
I can love you, girl I can (I can love you love you)
oh baby oh...I can love you like that
I would make you my world
move heaven and earth if you were my gir
lI would give you my heart
be all that you need
show you you're everything that's precious to me
I can love you like that
I can make you my world
move heaven and earth if you were my gir
lI would give you my heart
my heart my heart my world
show you you're everything (you're everything to me)
love you like that
I can make you my world
move heaven and earth
if you were my girlI
would give you my heart
my heart my heart my world
show you you're everything
:: it's just me.. :: 5/12/2005 02:23:00 AM
Sunday, May 08, 2005
:: Evan & Jaron - The Distance ::
The sky has lost it's color
The sun has turned to grey
At least that's how it feels to me
Whenever you're away
I crawl up in the corner
As I watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time when you'll be back
You're coming back
I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time
Until the next time I see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That I can't take a breath without saying your name
I can brave a hurricane
And still be standing tall when all the dust has settled down
But I can't take the distance
I still believe in feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you're close to me
But it ain't close enough
Not nearly close enough
I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time
Until the next time I see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That I can't take a breath without saying your name
I can brave a hurricane
And still be standing tall when all the dust has settled down
I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time
Until the next time I see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That I can't take a breath without saying your name
And I can't take the distance
:: As long as love lies in deep within your heart..no distance nor time..can take that all away from you... ::
:: it's just me.. :: 5/08/2005 03:54:00 AM
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
it's been going to be 2 weeks since i last updated here..
well..what's new? i'm always MIA-ing..
recently the MIA mood is coming back..
the drinking mood as well..
got no idea what's happening?
i pray hard for a job soon~
i need incomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
*grumbles
haiz..
- What's wrong, what's wrong now? Too many, too many problems..Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs..She wants to go home, but nobody's home..It's where she lies, broken inside..With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes..Broken inside... -
:: it's just me.. :: 5/03/2005 05:33:00 PM
