.:. ..the great pretender.. .:.

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Today's Activitives...Tomorrow's Plans...

well..yesterday is my planning day..
got alot of things to be done this week..
to look for jobs..
to go down h.i.m to make payment for merchanises order..
to learn dancing from yi ru..
to activate my atm card at the bank..
to clear and settle ambience stuffs..

went down the bank today..
was told by the counter lady that i can activate my card after 6 pm..
she lied!!! then i had to call the card centre..
the cso checked and say it hadn't been done so..
-_-' it will take around one working day..
it better be done by tomorrow..argh!!!

then went down h.i.m to make payment..
can you believe it?
sally actually smile when i went in..
must be because im actually bringing money in for her!
lolx..
merisa didn't even recongise me when i went in..
only after the payment i went over to say hi..
she was like..HI! *wave* oh..she was on the phone..
after her call..she was saying.."i couldn't recongise you when you came in.."
hmm..wonder if it was good or bad..
lolx..
then we were having a little conversation..and pearl join in!!!
wOooO! maybe because she heard merisa saying about some sales thing on the phone..
lolx..she need practising! lolx..
she's still better at her promo..
=p
and when i left..i wave goodbye to merisa and pearl..
this is the 1st ever time i had a conversation with pearl!!!
even though it was indirectly..
she even wave goodbye and SMILED when she's still on the phone!!!
omGg!!!
she got the cutest smile i ever seen!!!
alot of people say that pearl not pretty..
but they can't see her unquiness and beauty..
she's so ke ai~~~
okok..don't get the wrong idea..
im not crazy over her..
=p

well..tomorrow im going to learn how to dance!
can you believe it?
it's more like a bone breaking session..
and will try to search for jobs..
hope i can wake up early to do that.. =p

been sleeping so early in the morning these few days..
i feel like a vampire..
-_-'
actually im already one..
so it doesn't matter ya?
lolx..
well..vampire going on strike..
need to turn my clock back..
now can't waste time already..
it's a new start and buck up time!
=) bless me!

- 我要变成童话里你爱的那个天使张开双手变成翅膀守护你你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里幸福和快乐是结局我会变成童话里你爱的那个天使张开双手变成翅膀守护你你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里幸福和快乐是结局一起写我们的结局 -

:: it's just me.. :: 3/29/2005 02:43:00 AM

Saturday, March 26, 2005

Life is cruel..
why did 2 persons of 2 different worlds fell for each other..
where is the belief that as long as they love each other anything is possible..
why did one has to realise only now..
that they wouldn't fit into each other world no matter what..

where's the faith of love..
it must had been killed by reality..
why am i the one to realise the truth so fast..
can i just not face it..
can i just ignore it..
can i just hide my sadness..
can i just not know it..

i need time to cool down..
to think carefully..
i need to slap myself awake..

- to know that you love each other but yet you can't be together is the most painful thing... -

:: it's just me.. :: 3/26/2005 03:27:00 AM

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

caught in a delimma..
where should i turn to..
all are as good..
but which is the right one?
where will the future lies for any of us..

plans for my life is in my head..
to clearly and carefully work each steps out..
to move forward and work for my life..
i know what i want..
and i will slowly work towards it..
to be able to move on forward is the most important thing..

from the day i came back..
my life is a fresh start..
everything begins new..

=)

im not what im..
im just me..
lolx..
confusion to the max..
the only thing that is very me is im still as weird..

:: it's just me.. :: 3/22/2005 01:17:00 AM

:: Music is Life!!! ::

i love music to the max..
the passion of music is burning within me..
it's always in me..
never dying on me..
and it's just waiting for me to unfold it..
to carry on the journey of music..
to move on with my life now..
and with the company of music..
my life is going to be even better..

:: it's just me.. :: 3/22/2005 01:06:00 AM

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

yOoO! i'm back~! just to drop by and let my friends know i'm still alive.. =p well..will be updating my blog soon..thanks for all those that drop me a msg in my tagboard! miss all of you! take care!
ciao~~~!

:: it's just me.. :: 3/16/2005 08:01:00 PM