.:. ..the great pretender.. .:.

Friday, September 16, 2011

There is no right or wrong..
Only how you feels..
The rights and wrongs..
Only acts on the decision that had been made..
Everyone just want to be happy..
No one wants to hurt anyone they truly care for..

The one that owns a sundae might not finish it and leave it to melt..
Not knowing how to cherish what they have..
The one who can't afford to owe a sundae, whom might only have a taste of it wants to own it and finish it all up..
Wanting so much to cherish what others have..
But in the end who the one that really own the sundae?
No one knows coz this is not the end of the story..

:: it's just me.. :: 9/16/2011 06:23:00 AM

Hold it..
Stop it from going further..
Don't want to be hurt..
Know where I stand..
Don't expect..
Just give what I can..
Don't pressurize..
Don't get upset..
Get a hold on my emotions..
Be rational..
Don't be emotional..
Focus on what is more important..
Keep a clear head..
Ignore what the heart is feeling..
Think clearfully..
Work towards my goals..

Bear what others can't and I will go further..
Rational is the key..
Staying alive is to have a clear mind to survive..
If this don't get me down..
Nothing can be too difficult..
Believe in myself..
I know what I want..
Be patience..
Good things are worth waiting..
Take care of my health..
Dont think too much..
Lesser worries means better rest..

I am a vampire who wants to be a human..
Will I succeed?

:: it's just me.. :: 9/16/2011 06:12:00 AM

Monday, September 12, 2011

The moon is bright..
And the time just pass fast..
It's a new moon again..
Playing sparks n candles with the big children..

Hopefully good news come soon with the new moon shining so brightly..
Praying for all good things to come..
Must do what I need to do..
I believe in it..
And I hope for it too..
Do you believe too?

:: it's just me.. :: 9/12/2011 11:53:00 PM

Wednesday, September 07, 2011

smile and troubles will stay away..
at least for the moment..

:: it's just me.. :: 9/07/2011 05:45:00 AM

Monday, September 05, 2011

I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself..
I hate myself not able to sleep..
hate myself coz I think too much..
hate myself for not able to solve my problem..
hate myself to have made my best friend hate me and forgo me..
hate myself for being such a useless person..

:: it's just me.. :: 9/05/2011 01:56:00 PM