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Friday, October 21, 2011

Having you slping beside me now..
I feel like the luckiest person ever..
I just want to write this down and not forget how this feels like..

:: it's just me.. :: 10/21/2011 01:13:00 AM





Tuesday, October 18, 2011

我终于明白你说的话。
"为什么你没有早一点出现。。"
我开始质问我自己。
为什么我没有早点出现。

好多事情我没权过问也没资格去说。
我自愿做这个丑角。
没有人想要这个角色。
因为太爱你了。
所以愿意把所有的痛和无奈往里面吞。
虽然我想完全的拥有你。
但我只可以等。
可是你却让我觉得你根本不想放弃一个不珍惜你的人。
你自己在那里受伤。
我的心因为你而感到好痛好痛。
我恨我自己为什么没有好好的保护你。
让别人伤害你。
为什么我没有早点出现。
就能把你所有的不安和悲伤都带走。

:: it's just me.. :: 10/18/2011 11:09:00 PM





Monday, October 17, 2011

I got this rage building inside me..
I'm getting impaitent..
I'm losing it..
I'm starting to get frustrated playing the waiting game..
Wait wait wait..
Everything also must wait..
Am I really not good enough?!
Is there really no hope?
I just feel like crying..
I feel so tired..
I have nothing to my name..
Nothing to begin with..

:: it's just me.. :: 10/17/2011 10:27:00 PM





I did wrong..
I messed it up..
I wasn't feeling good..
Bcoz of that I neglected some things..
And this neglection caused Alot..
Sometimes I hate myself..
Why do I have to quarrel w my parents b4 I go out..
Why did I drop my pendant n made myself so fraustrated..
I just ain't good enough..
I did not do well..
Everything about me is all bad..
I can never make those around me happy..
No matter how hard I work, I will never be good enough for my parents..
No matter how much I do, I'm just so bad..
Why do I feel that I never improve..
Am I expecting too much from myself..
Or am I just lousy..
I blame everything..
The timing..
The luck..
The people..
I guess the blame should all come to me..

I'm really sorry..
I didn't do well enough..
I hope I can be forgiven..

:: it's just me.. :: 10/17/2011 01:38:00 AM






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