.:. ..the great pretender.. .:.

Thursday, September 30, 2004

after 2 days of mc, i finally got back to work..
damn..i got PILES!!!
ok..i know it's sumthing not very proud of..
well i got to admit i got it..
lol!!!

the best part about today is my colleague's toes!
OmGg!
her toes is practically dripping PUS!!!
eeeeeeeeekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!
i as my helpful soul recommanded her the almost legendary oilment "Qing Chao You"!
the oilment might be painful but..at least it will dried the wound and stop all PUS..
but my dear colleague..just said "pain?! then don't want..it will recover sooner or later.."

-_-'''''''''''
yeah..that was my reaction..
so the DOTX!
and i told her ur toes will rot like that..
lol!!
im so evil~
=p
kidding lah!
hmm..see if her toe really will drop out tomorrow or not..
lol~

- To love or to be loved, what will you choose? I just want to find sumone that i love and love me too.....why does it seems so difficult..... -

:: it's just me.. :: 9/30/2004 10:05:00 PM

Sunday, September 26, 2004

people change so fast that you don't even know if you ever had know them..
even though people always leave like that and expect others to clear up thier mess..
even though they always think they have no more responsibities..
if you see that your friend is so busy..would you just stand there and do nothing?
not even give a helping hand? or they no longer treat u as a friend..
haiz..
i really don't know..

:: it's just me.. :: 9/26/2004 11:59:00 PM

Friday, September 10, 2004

never in my 22 years of living do i feel so hopeless..
im slowly withdrawing myself..
hiding from the light..
im turning to a coward..
not the brave one as before..
not as firm as before..
hiding from all living humans..
hiding in my own world..

it is bcoz i was slowly living for someone else..
and i didn't realised it..
till the person left..
bits and pieces of me left slowly as well..

when can i be living for myself again..
when can i think for myself again..
when can i get my will and determination back again..

it's difficult to get out of self destroyance..
how can u mend a soul whose heart has been taken away..
maybe hiding myself from everyone is the best thing to do now..

i need you so much..
you seems like the only one that can give me a new heart..
i have tried but i can't seem to fall for anyone else..
this is my punishment for eternity..
to face a cold and heartless you forever..

- i tried to let go..but you never seem to leave my heart.. -

:: it's just me.. :: 9/10/2004 01:48:00 AM

Monday, September 06, 2004

is life really back to normal?
or it's just the begining of another war?
haiz...
why are some people so childish...

:: it's just me.. :: 9/06/2004 01:08:00 PM