Sunday, November 27, 2005
The Clothes You Wear
What others see from your style
You tend to be a gentle and pleasant person. You love nature and at least some of the arts, and derive great satisfaction from being helpful. You are stubborn and are not interested in wealth and power.
What your nightclothes reveal
You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.
What others see from your ties
You are kind and friendly. You are an uncomplicated person and enjoy exciting activities.
What others see from your belts
You don't like to show your feelings. Normally, you are gentle and friendly, but you don't like socializing. It can be difficult to get to know you well, and you probably only have a few close friends.
What others see from your shoes
You're very young at heart. You regard freedom highly and don't like to be controlled by a set of rules. You don't like conflict, will compromise wherever possible, and are hardworking people. Occasionally you can become vulnerable when having to face problems, especially emotional ones.
What others see from your earrings
You are probably an independent and strong-willed person. Fairness is important to you, and you always stand up for what you believe in. You are friendly and get along well with people.
The last analysis
You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.
:: it's just me.. :: 11/27/2005 10:23:00 PM
Thursday, November 24, 2005
:: lost..... ::
mind is blank..
confused thoughts..
don't know where to go..
no motivation..
i just need a solution..
and i just cant find it..
help me please..
anyone...
:: it's just me.. :: 11/24/2005 04:22:00 PM
Friday, November 18, 2005
:: moving on..... ::
im really getting back on track..
i can feel it..
now i realised that my job is really on the rocks..
bcoz of my break up..
it caused my depression..
thus i end up having a bad record of mcs and urgent leave..
and getting blacklisted..
now when im really sick..
i cant even have a proper rest without fearing to lose my job..
i must really buck up and work hard..
hope things wil get better from now onwards..
=)
PRAY HARD!!!
:: it's just me.. :: 11/18/2005 09:59:00 AM
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
:: road to recovery..... ::
it seems so hard n long..
i guess im slowly trying to recover..
the wound on my lips peels..tear..and bleed for weeks..
now it's slowly healing..
but yet there's a scar on it..
just like the wound in my heart..
refusing to heal but now im tryin to cope..
the scar still burns..and bleed at times..
she said that i was too nice to her..
she ain't worthy of my love..
but to judge whether if it's worthy..
ain't up to her or anyone..
it's up to how i view it..
im already slowly letting go..
but yet feelings tinger..
i realised that when you really love sumone..
no matter how they disappointed you..
how much they changed..
you still are willing to take in all of thier fault..
'coz in the eyes of the beloved..
they are always the most beautiful..
- my heart is numb..no longer feeling much..at times i just feel a sting or two..am i really turning cold and immune to all these... -
:: it's just me.. :: 11/15/2005 11:26:00 AM
Monday, November 07, 2005
:: totally lost..... ::
emptiness is all i feel..
these few days been bad..
i tried to move on..
stand up and work on..
i realised all im doing is puttin on a false front..
im just so tired to walk on..
everytime im in my room..
i felt so lonely..so empty..
i just want to close myself up..
ignore the whole world..
stop doing everything..
it's just so hard to even move..
im draggin myself to walk..
draggin so much i feel like dyin..
i just want to stop all work and hide in my room..
i really miss her..
really want her back so badly..
but for now she just want to have fun..
i respect her decision..
all i want is just her care..
just spend time together sometimes..
why she just doesn't bother..
she claim we are still friends..
but i guess we are worse than that..
i really need her to move on..
doesn't she understand that..
please don't kill me slowly..
it hurts really badly inside me..
so much that i want to run away..
:: it's just me.. :: 11/07/2005 09:40:00 AM
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
:: lost..broken... ::
you left me..
leaving me a broken n lost heart..
y did the months of happiness turn out tis way..
we had plans..
plans that we are working towards to..
i thought we had been all right all along..
things were all fine..
y did u gave us up..
we had lots of memories together..
we went in search of good food..
we work together..
putting efforts n hard work in..
we left beautiful memories all around..
we even plan to travel around the world..
do u know tt i had even plan to save up and bring u to europe on ur nxt bday..
i noe u always wanted to travel tere..
i guess now d one to accompany u aint me anymore..
u told me u werent happy w me..
but those smiles..those hugs..those kisses..
they cant be fake..
i could sense ur love..
they were so strong..
yet u can tell me it aint strong..
y did u stop believing..
y did u let go of our faith..
y r u so heartless to make me cry..
u killed my heart..
u took a knife n stab right in..
do u know i felt so numb nw..
so numb tt even when tears flow..
i don't know y..
u made me lost all my strength..
gave up in my faith..
i got no idea y im still living on..
to wake up n cry..
n cry myself to sleep..
will u ever care..
y did u chose to leave me for another..
i haf given u all my love..
all my heart..
everything i do is all because of u..
y must u do tis to me..
why.....
:: it's just me.. :: 11/01/2005 04:31:00 PM
