Wednesday, May 31, 2006
been a long time since i updated my blog..
been too sick to write..
and been struck on the game Water Margin Online..
LOL!!!
it's a damn nice game!
WooHooO!!!
:: it's just me.. :: 5/31/2006 11:11:00 AM
Friday, May 19, 2006
CouGh cough COUGH!!!
yes..im dying of cough..
things didnt get better..
in fact it got worse..
im practically coughing blood!
all my phlegm's are full of blood..
...
stupid doctor's medicine not working!!!
cheat my money!
hate this feeling..
cough till i woke up from my sleep..
cough till i cant breathe..
cough till all my blood is ouT!!!
very soon i will cough till im gone!!!
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:: it's just me.. :: 5/19/2006 04:53:00 AM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
SICK!!!
yes..im so damn sick..
fever going on and off..
coughing so much that i cant sleep properly..
mind is thinking of too much stuffs as well..
couldn't work on monday and today as well..
push myself to work yesterday and end up condition worsen..
think i got to rest properly first before i can work again..
pray and hope i recover by friday..
coz there's programs on friday..
*pray hard and eat medicine*
i hate to be sick!!!
:: it's just me.. :: 5/17/2006 11:03:00 AM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
Got this from DT's blog..
so thought of doing this before i go eat my food..
watch abit of tv..then do my editings and sleep..
so i be gone for 3 days..for a training chalet..hmm make sense? lol!
wonder if will i be missed..LOL!
Four jobs you have had:
1. Debt Collector
2. Assistant Producer
3. Sales
4. Trainer
Four movies you would watch over and over:
1. Notting Hill
2. Serendipity
3. A Walk To Remember
4. Young and Dangerous (all of them)
Four places you have lived:
1. Yishun
2. Sembawang
3. Brisbane
4. Sydney
Four TV shows you love to watch:
1. Charmed
2. HK Serials
3. Desperate Housewifes
4. Kang Xi Lai Le
Four places you have been on vacation:
1. Malaysia
2. Philippines
3. Brisbane
4. Sydney
Four websites I visit daily:
1. Hotmail
2. My Blog
3. Friends' Blogs
4. Friends' Blogs part 2..LOL!
Four of my favorite foods:
1. Steak
2. Shashimi
3. Jap Food
4. Fishballs
Four places I would rather be right now:
1. Taiwan
2. Australia
3. Hong Kong
4. Europe
Four people I am Tagging:
1. myself
2. ermm...
3. ahhh....
4. nahz.....
:: it's just me.. :: 5/11/2006 03:56:00 AM
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
bearing the pain..
pretending there's nothing..
just got to go on..
damn it..
my designs aint out yet..
i feel like shit..
i just cant concentrate..
need to get out of the house..
:: it's just me.. :: 5/09/2006 08:53:00 PM
nature will take its course..
focus be on upcoming work..
what's meant to be will be..
regerts aint for me..
it's always a brand new day everyday
:: it's just me.. :: 5/09/2006 05:41:00 AM
another sleepless night..
only managed to sleep early last night with some help..
of course from the good old buddies~
ALCOHOL!!! my dearest red wine..
how nice would it be to have midori too..
hehe..
anyone going overseas??
can help me buy MIDORI PLEASE!
=p
ya..had a bad day yesterday (sunday) i guess..
i really think i have to drink every night to help me sleep from now on..
if not i will just stay so awake till morning..
i wonder if i am staying in Singapore or US..
one fine day i will just drown from drinking and choke on smoking..
im going to have practical and thoery on THURS!
this thurs!!
damn it..actuali brought forward the exams!
have to clear my thoughts and focus on studying now..
worse is the designs are only halfway through..
think got to ask for more time i guess..
*roll eyes*
i need a bloody scanner..
and more alcohol!!!
will try to hit the sack now..
only left 2 days to study and edit my designs..
so i got to plan..
well..going 2 sleep for 5 hours and wake up to study..
then night time is design again..
oh man..
SCANNER where are YOU!
-_-'''
:: it's just me.. :: 5/09/2006 05:31:00 AM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
i deleted whatever i type..
doesnt make a difference now..
it's the end..
[ her, on the bed crying
gently wiping her tears away
with the hand that wanna hold her tight
that's just a part of memory now ]
:: it's just me.. :: 5/07/2006 08:27:00 AM
been thinking..
wouldnt it be nice to have sumone with you..
to love and care for..
and in turn be loved and cared for too..
yes i know..
i sound like i wanna fall in love.. (fa hua chi)
well..im just thinking out loud..
lol!
everyone will tell me the same old thing..
there's much more in life than love..
so much things u can do..
i also know that!
i have already plan my stuffs..
just waiting for the right time for some..
and of course in the meantime working some out..
so cant i just have some space to think about love for awhile..
-_-'''
im already 23.. (ok fine! 24 this year..)
yet i cant seem to have a serious relationship..
is it me? or what?
maybe im always falling for the wrong person..
or my timing always bad..
or im so afraid to get hurt..
i sound so impatient now..
kinda sick of hearing..
"your right one is not here yet.."
"you are still young.."
"the next one will be better.."
spare me please..
lol..
i seem to always fall so hard for the ones who be sure to make me cry..
who will just break my heart..
and make me so afraid to love after that..
then sumone who's so nice..so right..
that is sure not hurt me will come along..
but that moment i will have a phobia..
so afraid to try..
and end up i cant seem to feel anything..
hello "upstairs"!!
are you having so much fun making my life in such a routine..
to see me falling in love..
give my whole heart..
break it SO damn hard..
then end up back to square one again!
how many times already!!!
so sick and tired..
damn! i really got to VENT this out..
think that's partly why im been so "fan" lately..
unleased of ALL emotions in all aspects..
family, life, work, love..
really is UNLEASED.. (i sound like some wild animal.. -_-'")
maybe im just unwanted..
so sad to think like that..
what i can do is..
WAIT!!!
yes..only wait..
be patient..
let nature take it course..
hmm..if like that..
should i also fight for what i want?
delimma now..
how?!!
someone please tell me.....
:: it's just me.. :: 5/07/2006 07:13:00 AM
Unbelievable - Craig David
Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.
In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how~.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall. I
feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.
When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.
Now I see, what love means
:: it's just me.. :: 5/07/2006 07:11:00 AM
Friday, May 05, 2006
well..recently or actually is long ago..
ever since Princess Diary was out..
i was "attrached" by Anne Hathaway~
yes..the girl that acted as Princess Mia~
She is Anne Hathaway..
having the same name as William Shakespear's wife..
guess what!! she's only 2 days older than me! same birthday as my dad..
omg~! 12th Nov 1982!
hehe..
born in Brooklyn..grew up in New Jersey...
hmm..think i better stop here in case you guys think im like "CRAZY" over her..
or maybe i am? lol!!!
yes..aint she just so "WAH"?
totally fine features..
:: it's just me.. :: 5/05/2006 07:07:00 PM
yup..time for updates i guess..
it's been a week plus..
and it's already may!!!
yeah..time pass fast..
been quite blank these 1 week+..
didn't reali do much..
was resting and rotting at home..
trying to study the stupid DISC theory..
and just started on the design for Agape tee shirt..
worse is don't really have much inspiration also..
oh the only good thing is the progress package..
yes i got money..
but im left with none within 24hours..
coz more than 3/4 was used to clear my bills and debts..
that's the life of not having enough income..
my plan to get a new hp got to delay again..
i hope my current hp wouldnt go crazy on me so often..
i need one more part time job!!!
well..programs from Agape going to start soon..
so i guess my plans for job hunt will have to delay till around june..
then i will have enough time to go get my part time..
oh..my pay cheque is not here yet..
what's new..delayed again..
BUT I NEED MONEY!!!
havent been able to sleep at night..
guess my timing is really damn bad now..
and i got no idea why am i actually feeling so emotional lately..
maybe i just want to have sumone around me..
sumone special? lol..
guess im just feeling kinda lonely i think..
or i just want to fall in love again..
but im just too afraid..
that's why i cant..
kinda frustating too..
or maybe im just always bumping into the wrong person..
even if i really like sumone now..
i just cant seem to put my heart into it..
fear of being hurt? or just being emotional this past week..?
i guess just let nature take its course then..
current status: dying in cramps..cant really move..
:: it's just me.. :: 5/05/2006 05:10:00 AM
