Wednesday, June 28, 2006
suddenly i remember the past..
just a year ago..
i was so broken and crashed..
totally stripped of my intergity..dingity..my pride..
humiliated like a beast..
so naked and weak..
yet the once loving smile had turn into a evil tone..
the words stab me so hard..
it all engraved in me..
my heart my mind my soul..
i guess what happen had made me hard hearted..
i will prove my worth..
i will survive..
im a born survivor..
i wouldnt let this get me down..
but instead it will keep me going with my goals to be attained!
for this..i will never forget..
and i can feel the rage burning inside me..
i must remember to be patient..
though this serves a hard lesson for me..
and turn me away from commitment..
deep down inside..
there's still a part of me that yearns for love..
i still do believe..
somewhere i still do...
:: it's just me.. :: 6/28/2006 10:58:00 PM
Sunday, June 25, 2006
hey friends!!!
help me do this!!!
http://kevan.org/johari?view=cklee
THANKS ALOT!!!=p
:: it's just me.. :: 6/25/2006 11:56:00 AM
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
feeling not right today..
im so tired..
but i cant sleep..
guess i should just rest my mind..
time will tell..
i got to stay focus..
:: it's just me.. :: 6/20/2006 01:36:00 AM
Friday, June 16, 2006
ahHh!
pimples are breakin out once again..
well life been the same this whole week..
working working..
today's the last day of our training..
well..say bye to my honeymoon work period..
lol!
going to be attached to mentors next week..
and soon will stand alone taking calls..
madness..LOL!
anyway cant wait for pay day to come..
want to get a tattoo done..
but don't have the design yet..
any ideas anyone?!?!?!
:: it's just me.. :: 6/16/2006 10:05:00 PM
Sunday, June 11, 2006
was watching some show last night..
the male lead was going after his ex..
even after 6 years of breaking up..
and in the end he realised the one he need aint her..
the one he need had always been around him..
and i started thinking within me..
is the one i love the one i need?
is the one i need the one i love?
i think it's always like that..
the one you love wouldnt really be the one you need..
and the one you need will always be the one you take for granted..
but now i actually do not know..
who i love..
nor who i need..
maybe im just afraid..
maybe i just need time..
maybe.....
who can understand me..
and bring me out of this maze..
who will stay close to my heart..
:: it's just me.. :: 6/11/2006 12:52:00 PM
Thursday, June 08, 2006
took this from Adeline's blog..
since i got nothing to do..
LOL!
20 "ring ring" Q&A
01) What is the phone brand?
Motorola
02) What are the last 3 digits of your mobile number?
075
03) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
nite nite(: TAKE CARE!
04) Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M?
mabel
05) Who's the last person you rang?
glecy
06) Who was your last missed call from?
mason
07) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D?
daffy
08) What does the last message in your inbox say?
You're not alone in this world.Everyone has issues to deal with.Don't just think what you're going thru is the worst of all.Come on, try to be more positive. (from the same person i got this q&a from..lol)
09)Who comes up under J?
jace, jan, janel, janet x2, janice x2, jaz, jeffery, jehan, jeremy, jesscia, jessika, jia hui, jia jie, jia siang, jia xin, jia yi, jin yu, jing ting, jing, jingyi, jo, joey, john, jois, jolene x3, jooe, josh, joyce x2, julian, jun chuan, jun long, jun lun, jun ying, june, justin.
10) Go to your Sent Items - what does the 10th message say?
HSBC
11) Who's the 4th person who comes up under S?
sarah
12) Who's your network provider?
starhub
13) How many messages are currently in your inbox?
62
14) What do you have as your background?
myself taken at bottom angle at sun plaza mac
15) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under R?
rui yun
16) Who do you have on speed dial 3?
no one
17) If you're on Pay as you Go, how much credit do you have?
n/a
18) Who's the first person who comes up under C?
camilia
19) How many bars of signal do you currently have?
full bar..5
20) What do you have as your main ringtone?
pussycat doll's beep
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:: it's just me.. :: 6/08/2006 10:43:00 PM
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
first day of work..
still ok..
all the trainees got along quite ok for the first day..
we were already laughing like mad..
lol!
alot of different things to remember..
well going to have classroom training till next friday..
everyday will be feed with products and information!
jia you!!!
feel weird..
just a heavy feeling i guess..
too much thoughts at one go..
:: it's just me.. :: 6/07/2006 11:26:00 PM
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
interviews interviews interviews..
when will the good news come..
im hoping i will hear something this week..
*pray hard*
cramps cramps cramps..
argHh!!!
i just cant even move..
help...
:: it's just me.. :: 6/06/2006 10:11:00 AM
Friday, June 02, 2006
down on bad luck..
hope it will turn better soon..
:: it's just me.. :: 6/02/2006 11:34:00 AM
