Saturday, October 21, 2006
finally another weekend!!!
went to ktv last night with SJ and her friends..
hmm damn long go ktv..
was quite good..
=)
feeling damn shoik..
at first quite shy because i dont really know them..
but the beer came at the right time..
really warm me up!
LOL!!!
suddenly realised my stomach is getting form bad to worse..
really is rotting away now..
used to be able drink without eating my meals beforehand..
but now......
i actually got gastric last night!!!
hell no man!!!
i aint going let that happen!!
time to start hell training again!!!
lol! =p
spend all my money at ikea on thursday..
brought my cupboard and table and window binds..etc..
and i got to start saving again!
ok..i mean i have to learn to save..
lol!!!
most of the stuffs are already brought..
so what's left is the upgrade of my computer!
got to spend on that before i can save..
so i guess only after end of this year then i can start saving..
planning to go bangkok in Jan07!
was thinking of going for a trip to celebrate her graduation!
=)
now must start working out the budget!
yes! finally im going for a holiday!!!
so happy!!!
=)
:: it's just me.. :: 10/21/2006 03:19:00 PM
Saturday, October 14, 2006
currently im in my office working..
yupz afternoon shift on saturday..
doesnt sound very good..
but actually is quite alright..
feel like just puking my stomach out..
had a drop too much last night..
i know..i deserved it..
sorry darling..gave you attitude when i was knocked out..
well..im not attitude elf for nothing..
LOL!
but im really sorry babe!!!
DUI BU QI!!!
i was thinking i should lead a healthier lifestyle..
lol..it should be time i think that way!!!
well exactly 1 month from today..
im going to step into my mids twenties!!!
OMG!!! that's pretty horrifying!!!
24years of life just spend like that..
what have i done..what did i achieve..what had i been through..
and i realised my alcohol level is getting worse!
-_-'''
well..used to just live life as it is and merry making everyday..
now i guess it's time to make plans..
the first thing i must learn is to save up!!!
MUahHHAhhHAHh!!!!!
of course i do hope that someone will be with me..
=p be my personal accountant k?
hehehe..
she's really damn good at saving..
*bow*
im walking into 24 and i feel like im aging like mad..
-_-''
i need anti aging agents!!!
LOL!!!
:: it's just me.. :: 10/14/2006 05:03:00 PM
Saturday, October 07, 2006
The Way You Look At Me
Christian Bautista
No one ever saw me like you do
All the things that I could add up to
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes say everything without a single word
'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You made me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I'd never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way you look at me
If I could freeze some moment in my mind
The second that you touch your lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock, make time stand still
'Cause baby, this is just the way I always wanna feel
'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You made me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I'd never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way you look at me
I dont know how or why I feel different in your eyes
All I know is it happens everytime
'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You made me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I'd never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way you look at me
The way you look at me
***you made me believe..now i want you to believe...***
:: it's just me.. :: 10/07/2006 05:57:00 PM
counting down in the office now..
10 more mins before i can pack up and leave!
wooHoOOo~~
been away for a week..
felt so good to be back in office..
never felt so alive once more!!!
hehehe!!!
yeah..be starting my afternoon shift next week..
going to have a good rest before i start!!!
=p
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
:: it's just me.. :: 10/07/2006 05:54:00 PM
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
a broken promise can affect you for life..
but are we going to ignore the rest just becoz of one wrong..
it might be a major stunner..
it will kill you inside..
eating you away slowly..
to heal the inside wound..
you gotta to open up first..
if not how can the cure reach the wound..
just like how can i reach to you if you dont allow me to.....
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drops of blood run from the teared wound..
slowly and steadily..
drip by drip..
it fell on the floor..
the slience is so deafening..
every drip could be heard so clearly when it reach the floor..
the mind is blank..
as the heart is numb..
the wound seems serious but it's so well hidden..
the flow of blood is warm yet there's a tinger to it..
sitting alone in the room..
feeling the hurt that just got stronger..
heart is pumping slower..
as blood been losing from it..
the battered heart no longer want to beat..
it was crying but no one knows..
all was kept undercovered..
pretendence is the key now..
pretend that everything is alright..
pretend that it aint feeling anything..
it doesnt matter..
to a great pretender.....
:: it's just me.. :: 10/03/2006 03:57:00 PM
bad bad day
woke up with a sore eye!!!
and cramps are making me cranky!
damn sway!!!
what else can be worse..
had the runs for the past few days..
and now this!
the more im not supposed to take mc..
the more unexpected things will happen!!!
this is really not my week..
the only good thing is that she's back home!!!
=)
well that should be enough to turn a bad week into a good one..
fate lies in my hand!
going to turn this week with positive energy..
if i still have any left!!!
maybe i should go temple and pray abit..
-_-'' ok i sounded uncle..
im going thru a cranky week..
crank me up please.....
:: it's just me.. :: 10/03/2006 07:59:00 AM
